Getting more anxious as the day gets closer. I had said to myself a while back - I have no intention of carrying on with life if I'm still suffering from SA when I'm 40. But when my sister said she was getting married in August I could hardly top myself in May. But when her wedding's out of the way - there is nothing really to stop me from deciding at any point that I don't want any more part of this world. I've got my own life back to choose if I want to go on our not.
God - that was a depressing post. Guess the lack of sleep is making me depressed.
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