No "life flashing before my eyes"

I thought I was going to die today - but I did not get the "life flashing before my eyes". Let me explain. I wrote before about my lack of sleep because I couldn't breathe. Well, I was cycling to work and got to the bugger of a hill on the outskirts of town. I was out of breath by this time and as I went up the hill I thought I was going to run out of breath. My heart got faster at the prospect and so I tried to breathe harder. I was on the verge of a full scale panic attack as I thought I was about to die. But no life flashing before my eyes. Probably sums up my life (he says depressingly) the fact there was nothing there.